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So the universe works.
I had a girlfriend in my life . And then a comrade before a woman who loved me . Ten year I had a woman who loved only me but did not want sex with me , I was ten years dating her and she told me I love you but I wish you well ten years. Then I had a girlfriend who loved me and wanted me and then I had a comrade, a woman who told me we are not dating, we are friends who have sex with each other , you're my buddy. A woman who loved me ten years, another who loved me and wanted me eight years and then a friend who was sleeping with me , perhaps one or two years . Having a year of love is not love and sex is just something that I do not like . But somehow I have to tell things if I want to be honest and the only way I have of this book is to be honest because if I'm not sincere I can not make you understand how the universe works .
Introducing my love or erotic or sexual life , at my age of 45, is just to illustrate that I am not come to this world to enjoy sex , my fate was different, was to teach or learn or both and Enjoyable sex although at the time I know I did not come to this world and enjoy experiement sexual way . I must admit that in a way, with one girlfriend in my life at 45 years old and also I'm with her 8 years, in this life I have been a priest.