ASÍ FUNCIONA EL UNIVERSO

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BORRADOR

Que lo que queda de todo son estados de ánimo, la negatividad o sus contrarioser optimista, ser positivo y esa ilusión o decepción con la que uno se ensalza o se amarga, que lo que queda de todo son estados de ánimo es cierto e incluso a la hora de calsificar y de ordenar recuerdos. Tenemos todos un cuerpo emocional que se alimenta de pasiones y que tiene que estar despierto y nutrirse y un cuerpo mental que se alienta de pensamientos y que tiene que ser siempre curioso, sómos algo más que el cuerpo físico que necesita sobre todo alimentos crecidos a la luz del sol, somos siempre algo más y yo diría que mucho más de lo que todos somos y sentimos. La vida no es hacer una filosofía de la vida sino lo que vamos viviendo cada día y cómo lo vamos viviendo, más que lo que pensamos somos lo que hacemos y por eso yo siempre me pregunto si existe el orden en este mundo ordenado en el que todo fluye, refluye y converge, con alaridos de nuestra forma de ser al ego interno que no se sacia, los impulsos del ego zaherido y conturbado, el paráxito que no somos y que nos dirige saciando nuestros deseos y apetencias contra el precio de sentirse mal.

Yo es lo que pienso, que si estamos dirigidos en el cosmos no dejamos de estarlo por nuestros instintos y que si esa llamada natural será acaso más cierta que la voz de un dios.

SEVEN

The world exists or is something that I guess is what I'm wondering . But significaestar not crazy, I just wonder if the really mundoexiste or something I guess and projecting close to me, how in a dream, but rather as how dream images in the film or the author how dreams in real life, what happens to us all.All those strange people you've met enthusiastic were real life ... ? One day I walked into a bar and there was a man drinking no chin and neck was hung out with the face or went to a department store and a dwarf 25 inches lady dressed in a smart wheelchair with a fur coat sable had the same haircut for someone to appreciate and then you think ... I imagine things? Is life there imagine my long around me ? The strange wild animals , strange giant ants crawling one day, the dogs look at you with human eyes ... or do not exist .I 'm imagining in the sense that my imagination materializes strange animal or human and not by any means one of two creatures .

SIX

2007 Holiday turkia am an Iraqi and asks me money, an Iraqi who was begging young asks me for money ... I will say no because it's true , ten years later I realize that most Iraqi me asked for money talking in perfect Spanish . She showed me her Iraqi passport, as should have certain rights in the Turkia beggars or beggars quetuvieran Iraqi passport when begging . I never understood that I was asking for money talking in my language and I was thousands of miles from my home and I thought normal for me to speak in Spanish , never enough I valued but now I think the following.I in turkia , how was having to take medication , was not aware of how far my country was and I was in Morocco or something, how I felt that maybe that's why I spoke in my dioma foreigners , as happens in Morocco .
So I think the universe works , maybe if my incosciencia I have imagined that I was in Spain ... all I had spoken in Spanish ?

BORRADOR

Hay un episodio en mi vida. Estoy en una ciudad de Castilla y de repente me quedo parado y la gente empieza a pasar a mi alrededor y creo que tengo poco más de veinte años. Un tiempo en el que estaba muy solo. De repente me detengo, me freno en seco, me quedo fijo cómo un árbol e mitad de la calle y la gente empieza a pasr alrededor de mi. Ese día mi forma de pensar cambia, ese día dejo de pertenecer al rebaño humano y me convierto en algo más evolucionado, en un ser más evolucionado. Paso horas en esa postura y la gente me parece cáscaras vacías pero no tengo miedo. Miro a la gente y me parecen cangrejos o frutos, seres vacós, apariencias. Aquel día pensé algo así cómo si el mundo tendrá existencia realmente o todo se lo inventa mi mente. Luego aprendí que existe una teoria que dice--una teoria religiosa hindú--que la gente, seres vivos,los objetos y uno mismo no tienen existencia real y todo son imágenes proyectadas por algo mucho más lejos, aunque la palabra clave es ilusión, todo lo que existe esuna ilusión proyectado por un ente lejano, a objeto de que pensemos, vivamos, sintamos, tengamos una experiencia. Vivir sería cómo haber tomado una droga muy potente que crea una alucinación poderosísima: EL MUNDO REAL (QUE REALMENTE NO EXISTE)

FIVE

I knew my luck distributed to family karma family had been monopolized by one family member or maybe two and while one member of my family or perhaps two had remained good luck with all the other group eéramos very unhappy or had very bad luck. And others were just sixty people . People do not know that it is completely unfair that one family member to hoard all the good luck , who says one family member pued say maybe two or three, but in Kadampa Buddhism to understand how an entire family , how one body that comes to a disease that infects eg weaker body organ . Thus the unfortunate family are more miserable as the most fortunate are the lucky ones. It is a universal law , the distribution of good or bad karma , good or bad luck in the family to always have the same good luck and bad luck the same . All this is so terrible that the family thinks that they will always be unhappy the same family , for his or her destiny and karma and they are marginalized and do not trust them , making each vezmás unfortunate . I prayed to God to change my luck and me were things a little better and the lucky family a little worse. And me joy...THTS I THINK THIS WAS GOOD

FOUR

In 1998 I decided to find work in a city marisquería of Madrid called Boadilla , the place was a seafood restaurant named juanito seafood . My brother juanito waiter had worked before , even in London and was a sign that I taken that job. I did and in the city of my girlfriend who was foreign nearly 10 years later I met a family member who worked as a waiter at a seafood restaurant . If I had taken the job in the seafood would have been able to work in a foreign city where it was originally my girlfriend, so the universe works. Try these lines show that there are things that are not due to chance. A job with the name of my brother how to work my brother worked abroad , I would have tried one years after working abroad also . Not only took the job because my father knew my strong and fickle character and feared that the end had labor problems, I was not afraid of anything. My father put fear in my soul and confidence in myself, and my father put fear in myself how dsconfianza been doing all his life because he could never bear my great confidence in myself and my courage at the same time , knowing my way love to be , I knew it would reject the work or do not ask for not only having a displeasure with the family, but  i no decide. I fall a mistake and will punished, so the universe...